Why me ?
I just don’t know what to do anymore .. I don’t understand how to react .. I love you but the pain isn’t worth it .. I wanna be free but then again I don’t ever wanna loose this feeling .. Because when things are good things are good .. And when things are bad it makes me wanna leave .. Fuck I don’t know what to do
standing on a line
Around this time last year I didn’t know what I was getting myself into. Little did I know that the boy that I was interested in, was basically going to eat my life away.
He made me miserable.
He made me hate myself.
He made me hurt myself.I thought things for us were going great, but then…
My friend shared this article to me and I feel obliged to share it to you also. It made me feel better and stronger. It gave me hope. It made me feel loved. It helped me. I hope it will help you too. ;) For every heartbroken out there like me, this is for you. :)
JUN. 11, 2012
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You know what? Fuck being sad. Fuck listening to depressing John Mayer songs. Fuck feeling sorry for myself. I know it sucks, and you’re heart broken.. And I am too. But I did what’s best for me, for my life, and for my future. I know you can’t understand because you’re not at the same point in…
In some weird way, I understand why you did it. I can understand the no guilt, the no consciousness behind the actions. You were raised to not feel anything, because if you did, you wouldn’t survive if you stepped out of your house. You had to learn to protect yourself, and by not feeling anything…
Says it all !
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come…